its not over-secondhand serenade

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

i miss u-not easy to forget u

CURHAT LAGI

okeh..sekarang gw ngerasa bahwa berusaha menghilangkan dia dan melupakan dia bukan pilihan terbaik buat gw
buktinya sekarang yang ada gw semakin merindukan dia
ngerasa gw butuh dia
ngerasa kehidupan gw akan lebih baik dengan dia
ngerasa tidak senang dia bersama orang lain
ngerasa tidak bahagia ketika dia sudah dapat melupakan gw

ternyata gw hanya seperti orang bodoh
apalagi namanya
gw udah ngeromove FB dia tapi masi ngeliat profil dia
bukannya bodoh namanya??

aduh gw gag mau kyak gni tapi malah jadi parah bgini
jadi mikir yang gag

yang konyol lagi gw malah ngulang kesalahan yang sama
ngasih harepan ke orang--aduh gw gag mau nyari pelarian
tapi malah ngasih harepan ke orang terus nyakitin lagi

ngatain orang lebay padahal gw sendiri yang lebay
ohh god
help me

duh pengen cepet2 PPL
pengen cepet2 selese kuliah
pengen sibuk biar lupa sama hal2 gag penting

udah batuk juga gag sembuh2

hadoh
TUHAN kasi kemudahan lalui semua ini

nonton ECLIPSE

terserahlah orang mau berkata eclipse jelek atau apalah
tapi yang jelas saya ingin nonton lagi
gag puas rasanya kemaren nonton kepotong pas bagian depannya gara2 telat dan sepertinya mengasikkan klo nonton dengan orang yang lebih special.hhahah
upsss..maaf teman bukan brarti kalian tidak spesial dimata saya..

ECLIPSE dimata gw lebih bagus dari new moon walaupun gag lebih bagus dari twilight tapi tetep aj edwardnya kreeeen bgt dah ahhh..jacob juga kren sii..
hahahah menyenangkan juga kmren ketika bisa nonton breng temen2 ketika mengetahui bahwa IP saya ternyata gag ancur2 bgt
hahaha tidak lupa sesi pemotretan